as of late, I feel:

mundane
stale
myopic
incomplete
alone
predictable

the only things I know are that I really don't like Peter or Betty. at all.
and I don't think I'm looking forward to this summer either. hot, dry - dragged out.
I don't know what I'm supposed to be looking forward to, because I haven't had goals in mind.

I'm going to spend some considerable time thinking about what's next.