Prayers when I'm being faithless:

Civil War
Social Unrest
Political Puppetry
Apathetic Luke Warm, Self Indulgent, Depraved Generation

I don't know how long I can stand to see such horrid decay of the world around me. My own sin is too much to handle. I'm awestruck at how the grace of God forges me to him and I am left without words, or blemish.

We are done for. No matter which side of the aisle you sit on. In the next 10-20 years, our world will be unruly and completely different - and I fear it'll be for the worse. People hate God. People who think they are Christians hate God. The older I get, the more narrow I see the way - it is uncompromising.

Standing for Biblical truth, for Jesus to be ultimately supreme in the hearts of his Saints - that is the only hope. Being able to self-sustain in pursuit of genuine faith will be what keeps people alive. I hope he comes back soon, because these days sometimes hurt too bad, and I find myself saying it's ok to mask it in laughter.

I'm getting rusty. Jesus come back soon, my eyes aren't dry that much.


Psalm 42:5
Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation.

119:114
You are my hiding place and my shield; I hope in your word.