I'm laying here in bed totally restless, with a million things running through my head. I'm thinking to myself, "what am I going to do?"
I'm thinking about all the things ahead of me. The workloads that I'm taking on. My plans for next year. The stacks of books I want to get through by the end of the year. The conversations that I had today. The weight of my words. The fact that this diet is making me physically lower in functionality with a shorter attention span to focus. Wondering why I have not listened to Jimmy Eat World or Death Cab for Cutie yet, and it's already been fall for a few weeks. Wondering if I'll ever get to smoke a cigarette with one of my favorite musicians, or kiss a pretty girl on the lips, then marry her a few months later.
And then I realized, about four hours ago I had a cup of coffee. What am I thinking!?
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