subtle, profound

something so simple as someone not being there changes everything

the tone
the feel
the joy

most would miss it if they didn't think about it
and most don't think about it
but all I've been doing this whole time is noticing
and looking forward steadily
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i feel like all in all, my walk with the Lord is strong and consistent
i feel like He's teaching me so much, and a lot in daily moments
i feel like my memorization of scripture is really kicking in
vices come to play at the wrong time
verses come to mind at the right time

my world has changed even in the fact that I can now read better and see things clearer.
not until I got these new glasses did I realize that most things aren't as fuzzy as I saw them to be.

subtle, yet profound.

a big thing in my life right now is organization and time management.
the deal breaker is being regimented and planned, or, all over the place and losing speed.
I've gotta get time back on my side.

I trust that God has it- and He can flip the tables in a week, or in a month - yet I'm learning a new ballgame of stewardship, one like I've never seen before.