mass

not Catholic church
not physics

it's been a while since I've been on here to slur out some musings of this thing that has become my life.
I've found a new place in my heart for Melody Gardot. She is gorgeous and I've grown fond of her voice.

Something that has caused some alarm in my brain, but not too much, is that I've had a mass manifest on my chest in the last two weeks. It's sore and hurts frequently. I've been taken some prescriptions my doctor gave me, but it hasn't subsided. I'll be going back in on Monday when I get back from St. Louis. I hope it's nothing, but God has a purpose for all things.

God is doing some big things in my heart. It's incredible how much life has changed since becoming a small group leader. I still don't know how to put it all, so I won't try. I'll make a mess of what I want to say. I've been fumbling my thoughts on things that used to make sense.

A glorious terror, this world won't bring me down. Daylight, smoking in doors.