recap

I get terribly discomforted when great brothers get the bad end of the stick. My heart is to immediately fight their battle - but to be sure, I revert back to trusting in the sovereignty of God. On the other hand, I get even more irritated when idiots get their way, completely doing things backwards, and it's smooth sailing for them. Boils my blood.

I shake my head because I don't understand. There is a way that seems right to a man, and in the end it leads to death.

Wednesday was a photoshoot. I'm hoping to actually get to using the photo for press shots and outreach shows. Nothing big, namely opportunities to get out there and tell people about Jesus.

I'm making newer friends. More people are getting recycled into the mix. Old chaff are being weeded out. I'm feeling zealous again, about many a thing. I'm feeling, spunky. I remember that I need to be real and humble too - not a hullabaloo of niceties, cheap laughs, and warm welcomes. Those are good for their time, but it's not the plot. Character development is everything. And I even realized today that my address book is lighter, and has only contacts from people who joined in the past 2-3 years.

Everyone beyond that probably thinks I'm a stiff, or rude. Getting to know more people. Talking to girls like I'm not scared. It's ok, nothing is next, so I'm hoping for the worst and expecting the best.


or something like that...