There were many expressions flying through the air, and watching the bustle of city life with the warm dawn of summer leaking into my memory, served my heart this notion that life is more than staying home and cooped up in my head.
Getting out is good because it helps with things getting out. I'm going to take friends out on dinner dates, and start living again. I'm going to write dance music, and night time music, and happy music, and real music. You're going to taste the colors and shapes that explode on the inside, and I'll pair it with a nice glass of wine, or whiskey. I'm going to make the most of right now, because God has given many good gifts and I can't just let another summer go by in limbo.
I don't know what tomorrow holds, or if I'll see it. I might see them until I'm 87 years old.
I guess my point is, I'm turning a new leaf because I'm forcing myself to be in this spot, because I want to get better. Even if I'll still have a big head, I won't be cooped up in it.
New memories to make!
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