Today I listened to Hot Fuss, and it brought me back to yesteryears.
Carefree - a thrust of exhilaration that I used to get when it was overcast and bright outside.
I am reminded at how my life is but a breath, and it's wild to see how quickly these years have gone.
I mean, for crying out loud, that record came out 9 years ago!
Hard lessons in learning to live in the moment - or not to be apathetic.
Taking initiative, being assertive, putting things on the Amex...it's a different ball game now.

There are some things I miss, sure - but I'm shaking the dust off my feet. But I still love the Killers.

We wrote a new song last night, and I must confess, I feel that it is the beginning of something incredible in my heart. I was in shock, I didn't know how this was happening, but it was a moment I was in - it was bliss. Nothing else was on my mind, nothing distracted me. God is working things out, and I'm sorting through what's left of the tangles. I feel like I was immobile with my hands in my pockets because I didn't know what to do next, I was waiting for nothing.

I'm thankful, and I don't know what to wait for, so I won't - I'll keep moving.

"We're all the same, and love is blind." - Change Your Mind