interlude

it's a headache
a heartbreak
something wrong I can't shake

and this keeps going
seeds I don't want sowing
and things I know, I keep denying
for fear of losing, despite my trying

it's a nightmare, a reality check
my eyes are shut, and i'm scared what's next
four walls close in, but the room stays the same
my mind is a cage, and this flesh is enslaved

sin be gone, sin be gone
i feel it right, and know it's wrong
darkness flee, darkness flee
leave my life, and let me be
devils run, devils run
the truth I wield, hope in the Son
flesh now die, flesh now die
soon enough, I'll leave and fly

and this paradox in which I exist
keeps me fighting to fight off a fix

but alas, I've found a resting place
to hide my tears and clean my face
for joy and bliss to fill my heart
in the word of my God, a brand new start.

"I took my love down to violet hill. There we sat in the snow. All this time she was silent still, so if you love me, wont you let me know?" -Violet Hill, by Coldplay