it's what happens when too many people gather in too small of a place, and each person feels the need to involve themselves with everyone else in this encased space.
that's the word, and the definition I made up for tonight.
It was certainly fun, but I get a lot of anxiety when there's a lot of noise and people.
I feel crowded and an urge to make sure people don't forget that I'm drowning amongst conversation.
my heart is self serving and awkward lately. it is gross.
My escape is music. But I'm letting go to that part in my heart. I need to be more structured. I need to make room to be a good husband. And I need to stop thinking and let God just have his way without me mucking things up. I have a fantastic family, I love every single one of them. Good times, ironically. ha
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