as if! ha, jk, lol, omg!

and even when it was still fresh in my mind,
things needed sorting. files, stacks, junk mail, and providence.

(kinda sarcastic in parts, expose of my mind-in a wonderful way?! maybe)

i just keep going, somehow. I can't foresee this going on for another four semesters, but I continue anyway. It will continue. Work, getting worked, homework, coffee, night caps, waiting yet moving forward, cell phone pictures, and (R) cards saying that Jesus Changes Lives...

I am writing the greatest music of my life right now. Got the greatest crew of brothers. Girls wooing over me in, at and from work-so tumultuous but aint no thang. School, classes, books, papers, to make paper, to get a degree and have money and bless people's lives. God's got a babe for me. Like I think she's totally hot and whatev, but like she's just waiting or something like that....as if I'm totes bummed. God totes has sovereignty, lmao, makes me laugh at how quickly I doubt. It's sad :-( ,,,,,,,

Today is good. Tomorrow will be the same. Gotta get on a few things.


Getting back in the habit of regular reading. My heart has opened up. I feel things. I feel right, and full in my soul. Really good talks lately with Paul Stoddard, Jesse, Tadd, Zach and Philip.

I have taken to smoking cigarettes again, only for the sake of conversation, and it feels nice.

Oh shoot, gotta run, forgot to shower! late