Tuesday, December 14, 2010

whisky, and too much inspiration

one of those things
instances where you see other people's lives
and how much I wish my parent's were rich to just put me through school

but, the reality is, I gotta keep pressing on.

looking at where I'm at in my life, I don't know what will happen in the next month or so. I've been talking with Josh about what I should probably do-regarding the best options for my life right now, but ultimately, I want to fall on my face so hard and weep before the Lord. wanting him to know my heart, by way of exposing everything. wanting to know him more, by way of giving up my heart more.

Whenever I enjoy a nice night cap, I always get this wild groove vain in my brain. I can't contain it, but all I want to do is write you an album, telling of things you'd never even imagine in 10,000 years. Something classy and innovative. Makes me want to write the sexiest record ever. Totally changes what I had in my mind for something good.

But, it's so genuine.

1 comment:

Rachel said...

I also get extremely jealous of people who have parents to put them through college. But I'm realizing now that I have run out of tuition money, and after 4.5 years of working my butt off to pay bills AND take classes that your education means a lot more to you when you own it.

I can't wait to have two glasses of wine after finals!!