aftermath

There's quite a bit to process. I'm emotionally, physically and mentally spent.

I can't wait to hear all the sermons again, so I hope they're posted soon. Also, there were a ton of great seminars that I didn't get to experience that I'm additionally excited to listen to.

After hundreds of miles, pages of notes, hours of learning about God, hours of fellowship, tons of coffee and several rounds of chaotic Mafia, I'm just fried. In a good way. Not in the "Finals are this week" fried.

The one solid thing I know I can safely say that will greatly impact everything is: Am I being obedient to God? That question, it's implication and application, will unfold gradually over the next few weeks. But I'm certain my heart is crushed by that conviction-because I haven't been. I'm a slacker and I really genuinely want greater reform in my heart. I want to LOVE. I want to be FAITHFUL. I want a JESUS-CENTRIC heart. Utter shock and disarray, again in a good way, will take me a bit to figure this out.
Ok, great.