lucky now

when i feel terribly out numbered, pushed out, thought ill of, colored, used, abused, slandered, hated and betrayed - it hurts.

and i pray. and i want to forget everything.
and God is my comforter.

then Ryan Adams comes out with a new record, and I feel kinda better about most things - except I want to pick up smoking again.

Lucky Now by ryanadams


And you keep this in your brain forever: In Soviet Russia, my heart breaks you!