I feel like in my heart, I'm letting go of everything.

Because in order to reset where I stand solely with Jesus, everything else just doesn't seem to matter. I like to laugh, but being funny isn't my prerogative anymore. Having academics and accreditation is important, but I think it's shallow to live there. I know a lot of people who thrive on that, and they have fruitless lives for the gospel. I know a lot of people who've balanced it well too, so I'm not pigeonholing anyone. I'm losing my youth, and my looks, and my hair, and I would be worried about that 6 months ago, but I don't really care now. I have a voice and a heart to love Christ back. And as long as I can have a microphone and some music, I'll stick to that. And when I don't have those things, I'll do it some more.

I was in love with a girl, not so now. She's made herself too hard to love.
I had some dreams, then I woke up. Rubbed the sleep out of my eye and went to work.
I read some magazines, then those got thrown out. Now the Bible has my full focus.
I wanted things for myself, but then I died inside. Now I live for the will of God.
I say some really hard things, that most wont want to digest. But the passive ones wont last long.
I do need to be gracious and compassionate as well. I won't bend on the truth though.
I lay my head down, not knowing what 2011 will have. I rest easy in the sovereignty of God.

Soli Deo Gloria!