I want to know what it's called when you hear something someone else is explaining, or talking about, or giving their perspective on, and you totally agree with everything - even thinking the exact same in reasoning or deducing - but you're so terrified to speak up and say "That's exactly right!" What is that called?

I think I just keep going without any slowing down. Usually I'd get sleepy around three in the afternoon, but I've not really had it in me to agree with being tired during the day. My brain says, "Yes, a nap would be nice about now.." but it's not really a big deal I guess. Which also makes me think that my 8 hours don't really feel like 8 hours. I want to film myself sleeping through an entire night, and see what I do, and what things crawl across my face, or how my eyes dance during REM.

Oh and, I'm not getting a whole bunch back from taxes. Enough to pay a good amount off one credit card. Then I'll only have two more small debts left, excluding the monstrous leviathan of school loans. It will feel nice to be in a pseudo-clear state of finances for a while.


Today I did the 50 Chicken McNugget challenge with Kenny...we lost! I got 22 in, he only ate 11, and I felt terrible the rest of the day...still getting over it!

And, The Boxer Rebellion is a really great new favorite band of mine. They have a new record out, but I'm listening to "Union" right now, and loving it all. Makes me want to still write a record to give away. I hope so one day.