I feel like I have so much to say, but after all the fiascos of today, it's nice to just vent to my Lord and pray.

It was also a blessing to walk into the meeting tonight two hours late and hear my brothers praying for me and my future. Very humbling, very timely from a frustrating evening. Thanking God, holding back incessant weeping. I'm still thinking a lot about what Steele said on Saturday too.

And I thank God for whiskey.