Monday, June 14, 2010

I wake up


"A fuss, a show
I kind of want you to know
But at the same time, it takes everything to hold back.
Ok, I really want you to know.
That's besides the point, I'm not going to be evasive to my directive."
-Conversation between me and someone in my dream

I've had this same dream. And each time it furthers itself, carrying the same "story-line" but adding more detail each time. And as incredulous as it sounds, I remember a lot of it. Most dreams are flashes in the pan, as in, I think about them for the day or so after, but they just kinda flutter off. This one, it stays with me. And grows. And it's like my dream, dreams.

And I don't really appreciate much for where this dream is going, because I keep progressing further in the plot, and it keeps getting darker. Tonight, or this morning in view of the time, I woke up from it. Pretty awful. I'm having a hard time not getting psyched out about it too, just because it keeps happening.

In no way do I look into meanings with my dreams, so I'm not worried it's of any significance.
Just perplexed by the immaculate deviations of reality my mind conjures up, while I'm asleep.
A lot of it is pseudo-apocolyptic/futuristic cityscapes, but it also has people in my life in it.
Things are just getting weirder in my dream, and darker, and I think too much about it, but I needed to write it out.

Ok, I'm weird.

I like this song ↓↓↓↓↓ makes me chill out.

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